Well, unfortunately, it seems that I do. The results of my Oncotest showed me just on the cusp of needing it or not but given that this is my second time around and that I developed the new cancer whilst on Tamoxifen, they are thinking I might be hormone therapy resistant. The chemo is to ensure that if any itty bitty bits of cancer escaped, then they will summarily be starved to death. I will be having four sessions of chemo, once every three weeks, starting on August 21st. And yes, I will lose my hair and maybe my eyebrows, etc but it will start to grow back as soon as the chemo stops.
My first reaction to this news was mixed as I had somewhat hoped that I would not need it so I had a little cry and then I was OK. And that’s where I am now. Of course I would rather not be having to have chemo but I can envision the treatments zapping any cancer cells I have in there, ultimately making my body healthier (although making it somewhat icky in the meantime). I will also have fun with getting a wig, choosing a couple of colors/styles perhaps. And think of the time I’ll save getting ready in the mornings and the money I won’t need to spend on having my hair highlighted, cut, etc. along with all the products I am often tempted to purchase.
So that’s the skinny for today. As a family, we are taking a short break to see my in-laws to regroup before starting the next phase in this ‘adventure’. And to add to the excitement, I bought two dresses yesterday that take advantage of the fact that my ‘girls’ now defy gravity in the most astonishing way!
Love to all,
Amanda
I’m glad to hear that you are still embracing all your feelings. You made me laugh about your perky new friends and shopping you deserve something new! Enjoy your trip with family and relax enoy and much love to you. Sent you separate email about reiki. Hugs
I love how you always find the silver lining. That optimistic, upbeat attitude is such a gift. I’ve been thinking about that lately, as I too am a glass half full person, but have been interacting with some people who are not. Zap those damn remaining cells, have fun with the wigs and definitely show those adopted girls off (do we get a picture?). And most of all have fun with your family decompressing. Love and good vibes still flow towards you.
(I thought I posted this, but don’t see it, so if a repeat, sorry).
Your upbeat optimistic attitude is such a gift. I too am a glass half full person, but have been interacting with some people recently lately who are not, so I’ve been thinking about this and valuing my attitude greatly. So keep moving ahead, zap this damn cells, have fun with the wigs and show off those adopted girls (do we get a picture — in the dress?). Most of all enjoy the time decompressing with your family. Love and positive energy are still flowing towards you.